what a awesome weekend

Ok so much has been going on with us/me & kids. I’ve decided to move back to ky with my sister i’ll have more family support there, here it’s hard for me to see my step mom and dad all the time they are getting older and can’t do as much anymore, and with everyone friends and family life has just gotten in the way everyone is so busy these days/ so the kids and i will board The grey hound bus on thursday morning at 10 am and arrive in ky friday afternoon wow such a long ass bus ride but it will be worth it, i miss my sister and the kiddo’s . And having family around will help kyle lots more.  we also had to go to court today cause i had to call the police on my son he has had such a tuff life and now that he is on the right meds he is doing much better. and we are all looking forward to this trip to ky. though we will miss everyone here.  we went to my dads for dinner on saturday and my step sis and her kids were there we all had a blast. then dad and step mom wanted us to sleep over so we did and the kids got to go 4 wheeling with papa they had a blast. man how i’ll miss all of the fun but we will visit soon.



What comes next (teenager vs mom )

well this is going to be a pretty personal post.. those of you who have teenager’s will understand maybe? well my son has gone though alot with his life, after his dad and i divorced he moved in with his dad , and i moved to ky. once i was there tried many times to have him move with me, cause things with his dad wasent going so well …well he has alot of anger in side him. but don’t make since my ex cheated and got remarried, but me am the one to blame what really. so now he is living with me and he is 17 and of course he is like u can’t tell me what to do , calls me a bitch, gets in my face, and the other day he punched me in my arm 4 times really hard. i’m at my wits end on what i should do . i have him in therapy and of course he says i don’t need it haha YES U DO !  he has anger issues bad…any books or good sites u know of please let me know.

Birthdays, memories,and christmas

Last saturday we went to my bestie’s little girls 3rd birthday..wow hard to believe she is three already but she had her party at chucky chesses ..wow sure has been a long time since i was there i use to have my boys parties there but now my boys are 20 and 17 so ya it’s been a long time. They had alot of new things for the kids to play with new games ect but hell we adults still had fun playing some games too it was a good time. Got some good pic’s but i’ll add a few of my besties, jamie and i ..loved how it came out too.

i think i’m gonna get this pic of us printed out and put them in frames for all of us for christmas cause it sure did come out great and i took it at that one handed lol jamie was impressed it came out as good as it did.  so for maya’s birthday i got her coloring books (4) jumbo crayons , watermelon body wash, strawberry shortcake shampoo, and a book. hair bows she was so happy , i was thankful i was able to be there this year due to the fact of moving back to ct . i was away when she had both of the girls, and i’ve become very close to them .

Ok so i’m almost done christmas shopping yay! them baking cookies, i’m also going to be making homeade apple butter for gifts too. i can’t wait to get started. Here are some more pic’s enjo


Happy Turkey day!

hello there fellow bloggers well have not posted all to much i’ve been super busy with doctor appointments, and doing lots of things. Hope everyone is spending thanksgiving with people that they love and have a blessed day. I’m so happy that i’m back home in ct for this thanksgiving so i can spend it with my family. we are going to my stepsister’s for dinner and i can’t wait we have not seen much of her and the kids since i’ve been ba


ck cause my sister is so busy with work and school so today will be lots of fun . i baked a cake (butterfinger cake) as my son calls it . My sister in ky use to make it for him every holiday so i had to learn to make it so i hope it comes out as good as her’s . It looks yummy so i hope it will be a hit at thanksgiving dinner with the family. I hope everyone enjoys their family and is blessed on this thankful day.

Had a great Birthday

Had a awesome birthday thanks to my wonderful family and friends. Took some great pictures and bout some stuff for myself cause if i dont no one will hahha ..and yesterday my bestie took me to five guys for dinner last nite and i had ever eating there and omg was it so good . A must try if you love burgers and Real friends awesome. After that we went to Walmart and i put a layaway on for my sons Christmas gift he wants a Nintendo Ds  so expensive urgh but that is all that he wants, so who and i to say no to him. …today my son and i are going to my friends sons birthday party so i’ll be taken pictures there too ..it will be great to see them cause since i’ve been back home we have not seen mucst of eachother cause we are like twenty mins away but i don’t have a car…my roommate is letting me use her car so that we can go so i was super excited..can’t wait til i can get a car i hate having to borrow it from her. …it also has been so cold here lately they are calling for snow this week but i really hope not . but you never know here in Connecticut  oh ya so happy to be home haha.


Family fun


Today started out as a simple plain day. Just hung out and did some crocheting cause im working on a scarf for mom for Christmas  So did that for awhile and then took a shower and i put on some makeup .. normally  i don’t ware makeup but i was feeling depressed today and when i’m feeling like that , doing something simple like putting on makeup for doing my hair helps ..so then i decided it was a really beautiful day so i would take some pictures of myself ya  i did lol. Then back to watching some tv with my roomy we was watching Date’s from hell on the ID channel , and i started doing some more crocheting ..when we hear a knock at the door to my surprise it was my step mom and dad with bam (her pup) and asked us if we wanted to go to the park for a walk so i was all over for getting out of the house. So we got ready and left and we went to Mohegan Park and walked around the lake it was so beautiful and with the leafs all changed in color just amazing view. then we went to get some pizza and took a drive down to the water front and had lunch it was a peaceful and beautiful day. I’m happy i’m blessed with amazing family 🙂

Early birthday gifts


well today i was surprised when the ups man came by at 11 with something from hsn 🙂 my sis inlaw got me this beautiful shirt from hsn it’s purple velvet top(purple is my fav color) for my birthday , she wanted me to have it to ware on my birthday. Though my bday isn’t til the first it will be a amazing day being home with my friends for my 40th birthday is more then i could ever ask for . Then about non the mail man stopped by and i got a box, my sister send me a box and i got it early wasn’t suppose to be here til tue so i was happy. she sent me a beautiful throw that has Boyd’s  bears on it , ya i love bears 🙂 and she also sent me some candles that say live laugh love and anyone who knows me knows that is my favorite quote. and a couple more things i needed early bday gift and she also send chris a bad full of candy for Halloween 🙂 he was in heaven haha. I ❤ getting early birthday gifts hehe. i also got my sister some things that i need to send out so i’ll be getting them out soon. Her bday was this month i’m so behind.